Life Is Very Hard

Hello! So it is currently about 11pm, I just got home from work, hopped in bed, and am eating leftover green bean casserole straight from the tupperware. I think that it's so fascinating and also pretty sucky (haha) that we have so many highs and lows in life. This is probably too serious and too much information, but I am at a bit of a low and feel the need to let it out a bit, so sorry!

I have a very stressful job. I have recently started a new job and it's starting to seep into my personal life in that the stress and anxiety leaks into my home life and follows me around like a loud scary monster. I suffer from anxiety on a pretty regular basis, but lately it's a hightened anxiety. I dread work. I think about work all the time and how much anxiety it's giving me. I have stress dreams, if I even get to sleep.

Now I know it would make sense to leave this job and do something else, but that is not as simple as it sounds!

Along with this lovely added stress I have the joy of regretting my move and homesickness. I won't go into a ton of detail, but waaaah! I want to go home! Why can't I have a pair of glittery red shoes that will send me home?!

Ah, life. I say it all the time "It goes on wether you want it to or not." So I suppose I'll carry on, do what I think is right, and hope fate has something good in store.

Okay, I'm putting my writing challenge for today in a seperate post so this isn't a million miles long.

Adios!